ENTRY 1
I believe in Big foot... I really just wish he believed in himself. I think he’s really capable of great things, but he self sabotages. This summer, I’m gonna really try to help him get over his agoraphobia. Even if the first step is just taking a picture together.
ENTRY 2
Those little guys are back. You know... the nightcrawlers? I've been seeing them more often around here. I quite like the company, actually. I think they are here to help me feel at home (even though I AM home but still the gesture is kind enough!)
ENTRY 3
Someone brought up the bridge again.. I was only trying to help! I wouldn't consider myself a bad omen, but everyone just sees me that way now. Maybe that's why I tend to hide in my room. At least I'm not completely alone. Someone out there has to feel the same, right?
ENTRY 4
Am I a Moth??? Am I a Man? I don't really identify with just one... but I constantly feel like I need to pick a side. Why can't I just STAY in between and be Mothman? I feel like THAT'S who I am.
ENTRY 5
I’m trying to help Biggs get over his fear of people and try to get more out there, and he’s trying to help me trust myself. I’ve got some pretty bad social anxiety too. Not like his, but it’s like I always think something bad‘s gonna happen. He said he's going to come over later and we can practice greetings on each other (haha)
ENTRY 6
I saw a really cool lamp at the store today! It was absolutely mesmerizing... I just had to buy it! Adding another one to the collection, hehe.
I also made my own profile picture! I hope I can use it in my chatroom- that's right, my chatroom! I found others out there! Not just me and Biggs, but we are finally reaching out! Biggs is still pretty shy, but I can't wait to find other people who feel the same way we do! Maye we can all feel like we belong when we get to chatting!
ENTRY 7
So, I figured out why the nightcrawlers are here! Turns out they were sent by the Paranormal Protection Agency or something like that. I know of them a bit, they helped me out a lot ever since the bridge fell...I felt like my confidence crashed too that day. I felt so alone, so afraid, and like I didn't quite belong here. I was stuck inbetween being a somebody and being something..scary. something I'm not. But! the Paranormal Protectors actually introduced me to Biggs! And we've been freinds ever since. He was my first friend.
ENTRY 8
I've been slowly collecting things from around the area to add to my community board. It's just nice to have reminders that people who feel out of place like me are also looking for connection! I think everyone deserves to feel like they belong somewhere. Part of me is collecting these flyers and such for my friend, but also for me too. Who knows? maybe someone really needs a spa day or wants to feel more confident? (or wants to buy lamps...)
ENTRY 9
I love my new Nessie and The Hoaxes poster! I know it's such a small band, and they just debuted not too long ago, but I LOVE their music! I even have their CD in my player! I remember hearing their single Loch and Key for the first time online, and it was magical. I still have their old album cover before they changed it! Having these posters in my room really helps make this feel like my home.
Miss Flatwoods is also one of my favorites! I wonder if she ever feels out of place too. She really became a good role model for other creatures, I've heard.
if only I could decipher what people really mean...
ENTRY 10
We've made it to ten entries! I thought journaling wouldn't help with my anxiety, but writing down my thoughts has actually been pretty nice!
on top of that, I think I'm going to make some new friends soon!
ENTRY 11
Biggs and I started talking in our chatroom! I'm really hoping to make some more friends! I think I saw someone new online earlier...I can't wait!
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